2:09 PM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
The Fastest Way to Kill Yourself
The fastest way to kill yourself = live your life like Christina Gao Fangda.
Haha.
The craziest week of my life has finally come to an end!!! A quick glimpse back brings some resonance of horror.
4 project meetings, 2 assignments, 2 major events (Ministerial Forum and SSA Welcome Tea), 1 presentation, research method proposal, Post-It branding competition. ALL IN A SINGLE PATHETIC WEEK.
Saturday:an unproductive day and a sleepless night
Sunday:
-went back to NTU to chiong translation assignment,
-MF deployment plan
-Post-it research
Thank god Michael was there with me to lend that listening ear, comforting shoulder and helpful hand. I owe this emergency movie partner, personal assistant, emotional dustbin and extended member of the SSA way too much man. Lols.
Monday:
-Ministerial Forum rehearsal,
-Research Method project meeting,
-Consumer Behaviour project meeting,
-Ministerial Forum rehearsal,
-presentation script
Tuesday:
-Consumer Behaviour project presentation (WE GOT FULL MARKS FOR THIS! WOOT. The only pleasant thing in the week)
-Ministerial Forum!! (whoa I shook hand with and spoke to PM Lee!)
- was rushing translation Assignment like mad while trying hard to keep my eyes opened, and yet missed the deadline by 1 min. shucks.
-got back home at 130am, while removing the cufflink, I fell asleep in a sitting position! With formal wear, makeup unremoved and unbathed!! O__o
Wednesday:
-woke up in a horror.
-rush for Post-it project meeting
-realised that I forgot about the last professional phototaking session!
-Rushed back home to change and makeup and rushed back to school
-research method project
-post it proposal
-caught the last bus home, concussed on bed with makeup unremoved and unbathed, AGAIN.
Thursday:
-Post-it project meeting
-lesson
-Post-it all the way till 11pm
-Camped in Canteen A all the way till 630am, and yet left AB214 assignment and AB213 assigned task incomplete
Friday:
-rushed back home to bathe and change
-rushed back school to catch my back-to-back lesson from 830am to 430pm
-slept for 2 hours after got home
-woke up and searched for SSA Welcome tea ribbons and photographers
-work on Welcome Tea speech and ppt slides till 430am
Saturday:
-woke up at 6am
-rush out the speech and slides
-print event booklet
-buy ribbon
-and Finally, the Welcome Tea.
Reached home at Sunday, 130am and unsurprisingly, concussed on bed with makeup unremoved and unbathed, ONCE AGAIN.
How does it feel to sleep for less than a total of 24 hours in a week, to eat less than 2 meals a day, to lost 5 kg at one shot, to be bombarded with calls, smses and emails all day long, to be on super high tension, enormous stress level and not a single trace of happiness and cheerfulness 24/7?
It feels crazy. Seriously.
Already been down for 3 weeks, and what a total blow on the 4th. I wonder how long more can I endure.
Enough, alright?
Enough.
9:58 PM
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Watched the Proposal last night.
So rare of me to spend money on chick flicks with no action nor intellectual content. haha but i was so desperately in need of some laughter and humour in my life that i had to turn to that. =/
it was quite a funny show, though i'd prefer Night at the Museum 2. hahaha.
There was a part when Sandra Bullock was dancing like a lunatic, i laughed until my tears flowed out.
and subsequently i just continued crying.
I guess i'm really turning mad. =S
Help.
1:42 AM
Friday, September 4, 2009
Down down down, been feeling really down lately.
And the saying is true, you'll see who your true friends are during moments of crisis and hardship.
Sadly, I've friends who are non-dependable, even those whom I;ve categorised as close ones. But I do have some really good ones that have always been by my side. =)
Once saw this somewhere: "The best kind of friends are the ones whom you sit beside with, speak of nothing and walk away after a while, yet feeling that's the best conversation you've ever had."
Thank you Huiqin for hearing me out as and when I'm in need of a listening ear, no matter how late it is and no matter how long-winded I go. 14 years of friendship is not just a number.
Thank you Peiwen for the effort to fork out common slots to meet up and eat together despite the disparity in our timetables, as well as all the enjoyable chit-chat sessions.
Thank you Michael (Ng) for accompanying me over the past 2 fridays for movies. Though I always complain you being late, I'm touched by the fact that you rushed down all the way from Tekong with all your barang barangs and to catch shows that you dint even get to choose. haha.
These are the peeps whom I know I can just pick up the phone without worrying that I may disturb them, pull them out without a second thought, pour all my heart out without bothering that the topics may be of ultimate boredom.