12:50 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
finally...
The invincible Christina has broken down.
She knows that if she doesn't sleep now, her fever and cough will end her up in a horrible state tomorrow.
But the tears just can't be controlled.
8:04 PM
Monday, September 20, 2010
谁能相信世界上最动人的情诗出自一个喇嘛之手
那一夜，
我听了一宿梵唱，不为参悟，只为寻你的一丝气息。
那一月，
我转过所有经轮，不为超度，只为触摸你的指纹。
那一年，
我磕长头拥抱尘埃，不为朝佛，只为贴着了你的温暖。
那一世，
我翻遍十万大山，不为修来世，只为路中能与你相遇。
那一瞬，
我飞升成仙，不为长生，只为佑你平安喜乐。
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.
好美。 :)
1:21 PM
Friday, September 17, 2010
Love the song, Love the lyrics.
Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear
And the sound you like
Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces?
11:33 AM
Saturday, September 11, 2010
This is only the second week of school
I suddenly realised how tired I have been for the past week. More of mentally I guess.
Couldn't manage to wake up at 830am yesterday and grudgingly dragged myself up only at 11, then rushed off for 3 project meetings. Got back home around 930pm and concussed at 10pm.
Tomorrow is the deadline for Add/Drop and right now I still have not made up my mind if I should drop AB311 and go for exchange. URGH.
It's gonna be an unpopular decision. Most of the people I've consulted said that if they were to be in my position, they will not go; and yes, that's a very sound and practical thing to do.
I certainly have upset my closest friend whom I'm doing my FYP with. Because of me she may have to shift one of her core modules to next semester as we will need to rush most of the FYP by this semester and she may also likely to experience communication difficulties while I'm away.
I probably have pissed my aunt off, judging from certain comments and the sarcastic tone of hers. And my father will definitely feel awkwardly sandwiched.
And what about SSA? Without a chairperson, I reckon it's gonna be more dead than it is right now. How disappointed Kelly will be to have seen us left one by one (be it intentionally or unintentionally).
While I have every reason to convince myself to give up the offer, I also have tons of reasons to tell myself "go, just follow your heart and go"
A part of me is sick of pleasing everyone. For once, can't I just do things that I want to and not be bothered by how others feel?!
But right after the thought entered my mind, guilt washed me all over. urghhhhhhhh.
I am able to make all the objective judgements and weigh every pros and cons out there. Trust me, whatever factors that others have thought for me, I've ran them through my mind a thousand times before.
Sometimes, instead of interrogating me for all my reasonings, I merely wish people could just say "Christina, go for it. I know there are sacrifices to be made, but I trust that you've thought them through and you'll be able to overcome them."
Sigh.
12:42 PM
Sunday, September 5, 2010
A new member to my mini library!
Yay yay yay~ it's mine it's mine it's mine~~!!
Nicely wrapped and gonna read it soon! When I'm done with "Case in Point" :)
BUT Arrrrggghhhhhh.........
I accidentally caused a fold on the front page~!!!!!! What a sore to the eye!!! :(:(:(
Guess I gotta accept the imperfection...
4:02 PM
Friday, September 3, 2010
Dilemma
Yay yay yay~ it's mine it's mine it's mine~~!!