10:57 PM
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
谁是谁的谁
一年春事，桃花红了谁
一眼回眸，尘缘遇了谁
一点灵犀，真情赠了谁
一把花锄，洒泪埋了谁
一扇南窗，抚琴怀了谁
一叶兰舟，烟波别了谁
一句珍重，天涯送了谁
一番萧索，鱼书寄了谁
一帘幽梦，凭栏念了谁
一夕霜风，雪雨遣了谁
一街暗香，阑珊寻了谁
一怀愁绪，红尘逝了谁
一江明月，回首少了谁
一杯浊酒，相逢醉了谁
一场消黯，凝眸忆了谁
一夜良辰，虚设伤了谁
一声横笛，空楼锁了谁
一场别离，红颜瘦了谁
一阶苔青，幽阁走了谁
一段新愁，离怀苦了谁
一声低唱，才情痴了谁
一曲新词，暧昧撩了谁
一种相思，闲愁予了谁
一世浮生，轻狂负了谁
我是谁，你是谁，
是否还是曾经的谁和谁。
尘归尘，土归土，
是否还能回到曾经的最初。
谁许诺了谁，谁背弃了谁，
谁在空旷的轮回中等待着谁。
谁是谁几千年前对望的彼岸，
谁是谁千百年后再续的前缘。
这是谁与谁第几世的轮回，
谁还有多少未赎回的夙罪，
谁还有多少未流完的眼泪，
谁还有多少要继续的伤悲。
谁为谁守望成一座永恒的碑，
谁为谁凝结成一滴千年的泪。
谁为谁把沧海守到桑田，
谁为谁把黑夜候到白天。
谁为谁把青丝熬成白发，
谁为谁把青春耗成落花。
到底谁是谁的谁，
知不知道答案又有什么所谓，
各归各位已经是严重的错位，
再也不要去强求谁成为谁的谁！
谁与谁
谁弃谁
谁忘谁
谁等谁
谁恋谁
谁的心依旧
谁的心伤透
谁的心背叛
谁的心难留
最终惹得
人们四处乱走
弄不清谁是谁
谁让谁笑了
谁惹谁哭了
是谁牵了谁的手
是谁娶了谁
谁的眼泪湿了谁的心
谁的眼角触了谁的眉...
10:08 PM
Thursday, March 25, 2010
谁能相信世界上最动人的情诗出自一个喇嘛之手?
那一夜，
我听了一宿梵唱，不为参悟，只为寻你的一丝气息。
那一月，
我转过所有经轮，不为超度，只为触摸你的指纹。
那一年，
我磕长头拥抱尘埃，不为朝佛，只为贴着了你的温暖。
那一世，
我翻遍十万大山，不为修来世，只为路中能与你相遇。
那一瞬，
我飞升成仙，不为长生，只为佑你平安喜乐。
9:33 PM
ramblings
some people are just so dumb.
or maybe their ego is ultra sky-high that they're so scared of rejection.
but the problem is, if they sit there and do nothing, will miracle happen? will they get whatever they wish for? will others wait hundred years for a dumb ass to be enlightened?
will pressing those few buttons kill?
WILL SENDING A SIMPLE MESSAGE LIKE 'HOW'S YOUR NEW HAIR CUT?' CAUSE THEM CANCER??
if you've upset someone, make sure you apologise;
if your apology is not accepted, make sure you do it with double the sincerity;
if your meeting offer has been rejected, make sure you can come up with a better offer;
if all your efforts have gone in vain, maybe it's simply because you've not tried hard enough.
why some people are just so bloody dumb.
or, perhaps, bloody lazy.
hai.
but miracles don't happen. while they wait and laze around. things will change.
10:20 PM
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Kidnapper. The most torturous and
traumatising movie experience in my life.
Made me so sick that i had to dash out of the
theater half way through.
Wanted to vomit so badly.
.
I'm angry I'm disappointed I'm disgusted and I'm speechless.
Perhaps things are changing and that's why.
Or, perhaps things aren't changing so that's why..
12:44 PM
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Old Pals
Great to see our old friend Weiyang again~! xD
4 years ago, our conversation topic revolved around stuff like sausages. Now it's about business, about future career prospects (AND JAPAN! haha). Hearwarmingly quirky. HAHA!
Some things just don't change. :) Just like the shape of yisheng's hair. LOLS. damn nice to touch xD
7:56 PM
Monday, March 1, 2010
The Invaluable Gifts from year 2010 -- #3 ride on the momentum
Been feeling invincible for the past 2 weeks. And I wanna ride on this momentum.
Been thinking a lot on my way to the Embassy this morning. During the long walk from Orchard MRT, I passed a few 5-star and 6-star hotels which I’ve visited, and I recalled the numerous meetings with interesting persons like Jerry Tan, Frank Cintamani and those rich sort.
I thought about the realities in life, both socially and financially. I’ve always thought that money is not important at all and it’s the root of all evil. But I’ve to admit that many a times, people need money before achieving their goals and dreams.
I thought of David too. Suddenly realised that it’s been a year (plus a few days) since we bid adieu. Haha but that’s not the point. What matters the most was the change in me since last year. From the nua and aimless and immature Year 1 girl to who I am today. I will never ever forget how it felt to be looked down upon by your own boyfriend. As I say this, I put myself in a humble and grateful shoe. If not for this not-very-successful relationship and if not for this ultra-capable and god-liked boyfriend, I might still be the nua and aimless and immature girl.
When you look at someone who comes from an impressive upbringing and family, who has a sheer determination to outshine others, who has a no-joke attitude towards time-management and goals in life, and an impeccable list of achievements ranging from academic record to Commando days to musical talent to sporting talent to well…the eye-catching good looks (haha! not really an achievement though), you simply wonder if god is unfair. Until you reach a point when you feel you could surpass him and do even better, you feel nothing’s unachievable. And you feel invincible.
He’s less of a boyfriend whom I wanna talk about, but more of an inspirational figure (and to a certain extent, I may be just creating an illusionary figure. But it doesn’t matter does it?) whom I kept comparing myself with.
I need to move faster, much faster. I’ve been crawling in year 1, now that I’ve stood up and running, next thing to do is to JUMP! Weeeee~! Haha. ;)
“Ready or not, tell yourself to jump,” -Chris Gardner
On my way back, I’ve received the acceptance call from Shell. To think that Shell only hires 3 interns this year from the hundreds of applicants across Singapore, I felt rather surreal and nonetheless proud of myself.
I discussed the matter with some seniors and NTU Career Office, they all told me that this is a good chance. Alwin even told me I’d be STUPID not to take it, so many ppl would fight hard for a role in Shell. “SHELL LEH! SHELLLLL LEH~!!!!” he kept saying. LOLS.
School also revealed that Hasbro only shortlisted 4 students from NBS and they’ll be choosing 1 of them. Being among those 4 students also gave me another jab of confidence in myself.
Had a nice chat with Yiwei over MSN today as well, about commitment and group work. Kinda reinforced what I’ve learnt from L’Oreal and all the other projects that I’ve been doing this Sem.
Some people make things happen, some wait for things to happen, and others don’t know what had happened.As I’m typing this, my FYP team has gotten a reply from Prof Lewis who has accepted our proposal and chosen us as one of his 3 teams from a list of 8 proposals. Everyone wanted to fight for this patient and A-record supervisor and ta-duh~ we got it! ;)
Things may be happening in a way that they’re too good to be true, but that’s precisely why we need to ride on the momentum before everything crippled apart!
