8:48 PM
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Argh~~

Just woke up from comma. The more Panadol Menstrual I eat, the more I find it to be a sleeping pill than a pain killer.
Today has been particularly horrible. I was in such a painful state that I was shivering and crying and screaming and pulling my hair in the blanket. Drenched by my own sweat and tears, I made myself look perfectly like a drug addict. Haha.
Oh my goodness I can’t delay anymore unless I really really want to DIE. KK Hospital is where my hope lies.
My father was so worried and helpless that he kept walking in and out of my room and telling me “你要坚强,你要坚强。”
老爸,你女儿一点也不坚强啦。
Yes, menstrual cramp is always something that I’m fearful of. Just as how intimidating a full moon is to the werewolf.
After getting the recommendation letter from West Point Family Hospital, I should have heeded the doctor’s advice to make a thorough checkup and get a sound scan of the womb at KK.
“Don’t worry Miss, it’s not a life-and-death situation, but a thorough investigation is needed, definitely. Try make it asap, alright?” What a gentle doctor, but I’m so sorry that your disobedient patient has delayed for 2 months already. =P
I PROMISE I’ll go…. soon!!
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