Well, the IT trauma was one thing. I was being exceptionally talkative today too. Perhaps I was just over-stressed by exam pressure… haha.

Had a long chat with Meiizhuo and Dennis in the canteen today, gained some in-depth knowledge about guys. Haha.

I also discovered that my guy friends are super sweet! The way Dennis pampers his “令牌”, the good husband material Mark, and Meiizhuo’s super-statement “I would be so glad to send my girlfriend home! If it rains? Then the merrier! Coz I can share an umbrella with her”.

Chivalrous guys are always S.W.E.E.T~

How I wish Mr D could send me home too. So that I don’t have to endure the boring trip alone and carry tons of files myself.

Am I being too demanding?

Oh wells.

Different people acts differently and there’s no need to compare. But maybe I’m just over-pampered by all my guy friends around. Haha. From Kluang to Hermes to my Uni tutorial friends, i’ve always been surrounded by groups of chivalrous gentlemen who take good care of me.

Girls do not wish to be independent when they've found a reason to become dependent.

Anyways. I received another unpleasant email today.

Am I really really deserved to be scolded/insulted in such a way?
Am I really as guiltlessly happy and as what you think/imagine?
I shall not argue, I’ll accept all these.

But please…. I wish no more. This is torturous.

What Meiizhuo said was correct.

I wish to talk to Mr D, but I’m afraid that I’d disturb him. He’s always so focused and occupied with all the “more important” stuff in life…

Stressed.

Argh. Why like that.

Shit I’m being emo and started talking nonsense again.


Enough.
Enough.
Enough.

I need the holiday. Desperately.